Another Day, Another Chat

Well, Here I am. Once again. Had another chat with that friend. He didn't sleep last night. I knew he wouldn't. If anything emotional happens, he won't. Always been that way. It's wierd how you can know somebody like the back of your hand and be able to predict what their thinking. It makes some things easier, but in this case, confusing. I know this person so well that it just makes things wierd anymore. What the heck do I do when a situation comes up that I just can't respond to? They're going to know why I"m not responding, their going to know what I was going to say, or do. It's just wierd.
And another thing. The fact that we're all connected by one person, and that one being me, just totally sucks. I don't know what the heck I should do, or even what I should say to that one. How do I tell so many people that I'm just not interested, that I just don't want to be involved in their lives the way they want? It is a burden that I carry, one that I do not wish to carry, but seen as I must do this alone. It has made me many times wiser than I was before. That tis' the good thing that has become of it, but to do deal with this is something you shouldn't have to.